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Sarah Tulivu
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Sarah Tulivu

Cultivating an Inner Stillness for Compassionate Service

November 18, 2023

"Make the world your Temple." In 2019, Sarah Tulivu had been given this clear instruction by two Taoist masters, including her direct teacher, Master Waysun Liao. At the time, Sarah, ordained as Fong Yi, was living and training full-time as a monk in a Taoist temple in Lago Atitlan, Guatemala. For six years, she had practiced meditation and the embodied consciousness practice of taiji (tai chi) in the lineage of Taiji Tao for six to seven hours a day. In ... Read full bio

Five Questions with Sarah

What makes you come alive?
What makes me come alive.....Reminding people of our compassionate hearts.Supporting people in their journeys of service in the world. And exploring new and creative ways of doing that. Sharing tools with people that can bring into their lives a remembrance that we are here together, that our journeys are shared, our being is shared. I have volunteered in various NGOs over the course of my life so far, and loved being in supporting positions of other's work and gifts. At the moment I am starting to create a program/retreat for teams working in the humanitarian and environmental aid world, starting with Lebanon.There we plan to bring together elements for self-care and burn-out prevention, together with methodologies and practical solutions to improve and facilitate teamwork, communication, and decision-making. Tools to find new and creative solutions through creating the right conditions for conversations that matter to happen.
A pivotal turning point in your life?
Maybe about 13 years ago, as I came down from the Himalayas, my heart opened, mind went quiet and I no longer identified with "Sarah", for about 3 days. I was absolutely, completely, unconditionally in love with every person, every breeze, every sound, every aspect of existence. There was very little thinking happening, and the little that was there was efficient, subtle, and helpful. There was no need to sleep, just rested the body sometimes. The love that moved through this body-mind called Sarah had an immense impact on those who met it, as we bathed in that energy, to one degree or another, we all remembered that we are loved, loving, love. Words came through my mouth with a natural intelligence I had never experienced before, they were at service, new, genuine. There was a knowing of the fact that "I" was in a female body, had a name, and some other definitions that helped "me" get around in human life on a daily basis, but there wasn't an identification with it in a way that would create a belief of separation. It happened seamlessly, smoothly and simply. It was truly the most natural and simple thing. As I moved into Nepal, though the heart stayed open for another couple of years, the mind started to return to how it was three days before, gifting me one of the biggest gifts I could have received: insight into my-and-others condition. After all those years of searching in all those places outside, it was inside I had to go.It was like the world gave me a glimpse of how things can be and then told me "Ok, now go and do the work yourself, find and refine tools that can be shared with others, fall the ten thousand times, and gain as much context and depth as you can to be a good friend to others along the way to awakening."If people don't change, the world won't change, and it starts with me, here, now.This is when meditation training took a central part of my life.
An act of kindness you'll never forget?
Hard to choose one, and to be honest, every week I am touched by people's small and big acts of care.One popped into my mind now. Once we were hitchhiking through Turkey, when I was about 19 years old, from Turkish Kurdistan to Istanbul, and when it got dark we camped on a spot on the way. There were a couple of houses in close distance, and when morning came one of the families noticed the tent, and not knowing who was in it, they prepared a full banquet of tea, coffee, cheeses, bread, and all sorts. When we got out of the tent they were all sitting around the table waiting for us to wake up.They then insisted for us to move into their house offering us their room and that they'd all (grandma, parents, kids) sleep in the kitchen. We continued on our way, humbled and grateful. This is just one of many examples.
One thing on your bucket list?
To wake up :)
One-line message for the world?
A quote from Pema Chodron has been present for me lately: "Be kinder to yourself. And then let your kindness flood the world."
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