What a fun line of inquiry Eric! How could you not want to keep going?
19? If I were to be convinced I were actually going to die, I would rehearse more regularly for the live production. Death’s stage might be a lousy place to forget my lines, how to use the platform and present yourself well, or flounder in my assigned character. It doesn’t seem a good time for hoping, rather than knowing my role; it is hard to tap into nuances required to win an Oscar. So, for now, I will keep practicing my role, listening to the director’s comments, watching my co-stars to be their supporting actor. I love that their is an award for “best supporting actor” for the ones that know everyone’s else’s role so they can make them look good. And then, after experiencing all that excitement during the your car crash, find out I survived!