Katika kila shida ya maisha yangu, kujifunza kumenisaidia kupata njia yangu. Hiyo inamaanisha kuwa makini, kujiruhusu kuhisi na kufikiria, kutazama mambo kutoka pande mbalimbali, kukusanya taarifa bora zaidi zinazopatikana, kujaribu kuunganisha nukta, na "kuishi maswali" ninapokosa majibu.
Ndiyo maana ninapenda dondoo hili kutoka kwa riwaya ya TH White "The Once and Future King," kulingana na hadithi ya King Arthur. Mchawi Merlyn, ambaye amekabidhiwa kuelimisha Arthur mchanga, anazungumza na mfalme wa baadaye kwa kile tunachoweza kuiita "wakati unaoweza kufundishika."
Kama Wamarekani na raia wa ulimwengu, tuko katika wakati unaoweza kufundishika unaoitwa "janga," na ninajaribu kujifunza. Hapa kuna mambo machache ninayojifunza kwa wakati huu—wakati ambao ninatumaini na kuomba kwa ajili ya ustawi wa wote. Tafadhali tujulishe kile unachojifunza:
Ninajifunza zaidi kuhusu baadhi ya mienendo ya kibinafsi. Ninapigana tena vita vya zamani vya ndani kati ya hofu na imani, kujitegemea na kutafuta msaada. Kadiri baadhi ya matokeo ya mzozo huu yanaponijia, badala ya kuuliza "Kwa nini mimi?", ninajifunza tena kuuliza, "Kwa nini sio mimi?"
Ninajifunza zaidi kuhusu mioyo mizuri ya watu wanaofikia kwa njia zinazoakisi ubinadamu wetu tulioshiriki. Ninaguswa na wale wanaouliza, "Unaendeleaje? Njia yoyote ninaweza kusaidia?", Na kwa uwazi wanataka kujua.
Ninajifunza zaidi kuhusu mamilioni ya watu duniani kote ambao wako katika “aina ya watu walio katika hatari kubwa” kila siku ya maisha yao—si kwa sababu ya umri au afya, bali kwa sababu ya rangi, dini, utaifa, jinsia, mwelekeo wa kingono, au umaskini. Wanaishi katika milipuko isiyoisha ya ubaguzi wa rangi, ubaguzi wa kijinsia, utaifa, chuki ya watu wa jinsia moja, usawa wa kiuchumi wa kimuundo, na migogoro ya silaha. Sasa nina dirisha dogo la kutazama uzoefu wao kidogo kwa muda mfupi. Naomba nijifunze yote niwezayo, na kujifunza kwangu kushikamane.
Ninajifunza zaidi kuhusu watu ambao, hadi wiki chache zilizopita, walikashifu “Serikali Kubwa” na kile wanachokiita “Ujamaa.” Sasa wanadai serikali kuingilia kati kwa kila ngazi—kuanzia huduma ya afya, hadi uokoaji wa mashirika, hadi marekebisho katika soko la "bure" ambalo litaokoa 401Ks zao. Je, wanaona kile kinachotokea kwa "imani" zao wakati WAO, sio walionyang'anywa, wako hatarini? Dhoruba yao ya kibinafsi inapopita, je, watakumbuka jinsi walivyoruka, au watarudi nyuma?
Ninajifunza zaidi kuhusu maana yake, kumnukuu Merlyn, “kuona ulimwengu unaokuzunguka ukiwa umeharibiwa na vichaa waovu.” Uharibifu haufanyiki kila wakati kwa wepesi wa mauaji wa 9/11. Inaweza kuanza na mambo madogo ambayo hayazingatiwi, kama vile uamuzi wa # 45 mnamo 2018 wa kuondoa timu ya kukabiliana na janga la NSC, ambayo ingefaa miezi michache iliyopita.
Kwa nini kiongozi awafukuze wataalam kwa njia hiyo? Kutokana na maneno yaliyosemwa na hatua zilizochukuliwa katika muda wa miaka mitatu iliyopita, jibu linaonekana wazi: “Mambo fulani yanazuia Kufanya Amerika Kubwa Tena, kutia ndani Serikali Kubwa, Jimbo Kuu, sayansi, mambo ya hakika, maswali magumu, wasema kweli, na wapinzani.” Kwa hivyo hakuna mtu anayepaswa kushangazwa na ukweli kwamba #45, alipoulizwa kwa nini alifanya hivyo, alisema: "Swali mbaya." "Sijui chochote kuhusu hilo." "Siwajibiki kwa lolote kati ya hayo."
Ikiwa pesa haitaishia HAPO tena, nadhani itasimama HAPA—pamoja na Sisi Wananchi, ambao tuna nafasi ya kujifunza vya kutosha kutokana na janga hili ili kurekebisha Meli ya Serikali na kuirudisha kwenye njia. Na tuje kupitia dhoruba, na tujifunze kutoka kwayo.

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Hello Parker,
Thank you for your reply. I’ve read your words a number of times and given this much thought. Can I share a story with you, a memory that keeps returning to me?
When I was a girl our family took a trip to visit my grandparents. Waking in their home that first morning, we gathered around the breakfast table and paused while my grandfather prayed. He prayed from his heart, blessings for his family, expressions of gratitude, for our country and for our President. Grandpa prayed blessings for the President’s health, for the decisions he would be faced with for our country that day, and for the wisdom to know how to lead our country in the best way possible.
I remember asking Grandpa later about that. I asked something to the effect of, “Shouldn’t you only pray for him if he’s a good president, someone you voted for, someone you think is doing a good job? (Apparently I didn’t think our president at the time met certain criteria)
Grandpa’s firm answer was something like, “Oh, no! He is The President of our country! We don’t complain about him. He has a very important job to do and it’s hard work. We don’t know all that he has to consider when making a decision. God has allowed him to be our president for a reason and we pray for him everyday. And we speak of him with respect.”
What would our country look like if we looked at President Donald Trump through Grandpa’s eyes? What if we expanded the view to include our least favorite political party? And the people who support that party? Is it possible that that kind of respect and acceptance could trickle its way back into our communities and find its way into our very own home?
“Grandpa, tell me ‘bout the good ol’ days...”
Thank you for listening.
[Hide Full Comment]Kindly,
Penny
Please, Parker Palmer, rise above the dissent , division, fear and hatred. Sure, you aren’t against the above mentioned list of groups....you’re just against the people on a different list, one’s that you’ve decided are the new unacceptable. The new list of people that are ok to hate. It’s still hate. It’s still causing division. It’s not about love. It’s about fear and the need to control. You must overcome this. People are looking up to you. Show the better way.