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15岁少年写给街对面院子的信

今天,我爸给我发了一张我家门前院子的照片。院子周围围着几道简陋的绿色围墙,像是施工用的。我猜有人在那儿盖房子。我现在在地球另一边旅行,等我回来的时候,估计他们早就把土挖开了。
我家对面的院子比我们家大四倍。每年夏天,高高的草都会开始枯萎。每年秋天,院子就会变得光秃秃的。每年冬天,都会冒出嫩绿的小芽——而到了春天,不出所料,各种颜色的花朵会竞相绽放,将田野的每一寸都装点得绚丽多彩。
现在我看着这张照片,突然感到一阵空虚。
不要误以为这是愤怒。世间万物终将改变。许多个春天,我们都隔着马路,眺望着那片院子。我们会看到郊狼嚎叫,兔子蹦蹦跳跳,偶尔还能看到鹿儿漫步而过。清晨,鸟儿歌唱,仿佛在为我们每天上学的路上送别。在寒冷的冬日黎明,一层薄霜会轻轻地覆盖整个田野。
一对八十多岁的和蔼夫妇拥有这片田地的右半边。他们的孙辈们来过一两次,我们都曾在他们的大圆蹦床上跳来跳去。那次经历启发了我们自己也建了一个蹦床。爷爷拉里以前常常从他田里的花园里摘罂粟花给我们姐妹俩。那是一种明亮的日落橙色,是我们加州的州花。如今,罂粟花房里只剩下一朵了。奶奶帕特有时还会来看我们。她做的点心是我吃过最好吃的。虽然她仍然照料着花园,但那些明亮的日落橙色罂粟花似乎已经不再生长了。
田野左侧有一棵树,似乎永远不会长大。它比我略高一些,它的轮廓总是那么熟悉。一棵巨大的松树矗立在左右分界线上。每到圣诞节,我都会想象它被彩灯装点一新的样子。我不知道它会不会成为我们未来邻居家的一部分。
我喜欢我们僻静家园的宁静。我喜欢茂密的绿草如何掩藏兔子免受郊狼的侵扰,也喜欢拉里和帕特家附近那色彩缤纷的花园如何承载着温暖的回忆。我喜欢方圆百米内只有我们家。我喜欢看着动物们自由自在地漫步。我喜欢聆听鸟儿的鸣唱。
唯一的问题是,直到它慢慢离我而去,我才意识到自己有多么喜欢它。我想,人生中的一切都是如此。有时候,你可能直到失去某样东西才意识到自己有多么珍惜它。我不知道今年春天是我最后一次看到街对面院子里百花盛开;也不知道这将是最后一个夏天、秋天和冬天。我不知道最后一次看到兔子蹦蹦跳跳,竟然是最后一次。你永远无法预知何时才是最后一次。或许你知道。但即便如此,我还是建议你不要那么肯定。
也就是说,“把每一天都当作最后一天来过”。尽情享受,珍惜每一刻。因为你永远无法真正预知哪一天才是最后一次。
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Gregory Ho Sep 25, 2024
Love this original writing!
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Patricia Jouve Sep 19, 2024
What a beautiful,inspiring message! God bless every moment.
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Barry Moyer Sep 18, 2024
Life was better with bacon. A vegetarian for some twenty years now, I am still not entirely at peace with it. I love animals deeply, all of them, tho some species are more liked than others and a few are barely in the tent, I have managed to stay true to the cause. I have come to the understanding and agreement that no 'cause' is pure and unblemished and one must simply overcome temptation.
Perhaps when I am breathing my last, I will ask for one measly strip of bacon, one more moment of ecstasy before I am no more. God, make it so!
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Reverie de Escobedo Sep 18, 2024
Having several chronic conditions, a couple progressive one degenerative, watching myself become a new person in front of my eyes very quickly is a challenge I am trying to see as an opportunity. Thank you for this point of view.
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Davi Sep 18, 2024
You write beautifully and movingly. I had a very similar experience at age 12. There was a many miles long swath of woods and fields behind my family's backyard when I was growing up. I loved walking there, alone or with playmates. We found box turtles, frogs, lizards; we made short-lived ponds by damming the stream; and I learned many types of trees and flowers and their annual rhythms. One day surveying poles began appearing and a long straight new trail was cut. The entire swath had been designated to become a 6-lane highway. The stream would disappear into a culvert. Nearly the whole ecosystem would be destroyed. I was heartbroken. Eventually I learned that the highway plans had been in place for over a decade. State budget politics had delayed its construction. It was only because of the impending highway, that those woods had never been sold and developed for more suburban housing. In other words, the highway had actually "protected" that swath for all those years; and ... [View Full Comment]
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Kristin Pedemonti Sep 18, 2024
Beautiful and heartfelt description of how nature & place impacts. Thank you for sharing. ♡
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Sheila Sep 18, 2024
Lovely description of the power of place
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Shirley Sep 18, 2024
Very well said.