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Sa palagay ko, ang "pagsasara," gayunpaman, ay isang perpektong salita para sa mga deal sa real estate at negosyo, kaya ayaw kong gawing demonyo ang salitang "pagsasara." Ngunit ang "pagsasara" ay isang kahila-hilakbot na salita sa mga relasyon ng tao. Kapag na-attach ka na sa isang tao, mahalin mo siya, alagaan mo siya — kapag nawala sila, nagmamalasakit ka pa rin sa kanila. Iba kasi eh. Ibang dimensyon ito. Ngunit hindi mo maaaring i-off ito. At tumingin-tingin kami sa kalye mula sa akin — may Thai restaurant kung saan may isang plato ng sariwang pagkain sa bintana araw-araw para sa kanilang mga ninuno. Patological ba sila? Hindi. Isang kultural na paraan iyon para alalahanin ang iyong mga ninuno. Kahit papaano, sa ating lipunan, napagpasyahan natin, kapag may namatay, kailangan mong isara ang pinto. Ngunit alam na natin ngayon na ang mga tao ay nabubuhay sa kalungkutan. Hindi nila kailangang lampasan ito. Ito ay ganap na maayos. Hindi obsession ang sinasabi ko, pero pag-alala lang.</p><p> Ms. Tippett:Gusto kong basahin ang isang bagay na isinulat mo sa <em>The Guardian</em> . Sa tingin ko ang okasyon nito ay maaaring ang tsunami, marahil, o ang lindol ng Hapon.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Ang Malaysian airliner, sa tingin ko.</p><p> Ms. Tippett:Oo, ang Malaysian airline. Ngunit nagsusulat ka tungkol sa ilan sa iyong natutunan sa 9/11. Sumulat ka, "Pagkalipas ng isang taon, isang reporter sa New York na gumagawa ng isang kuwento sa anibersaryo ng 9/11 ay nagtanong sa akin kung bakit sa palagay ko ay hindi pa tapos ang mga taga-New York. Ang sagot ko: 'Dahil sinusubukan mong malampasan ito.' Sa kabalintunaan, tulad ng iminumungkahi ni TS Eliot, ang hindi natin alam tungkol sa nawawalang mahal sa buhay ay naging lahat ng alam natin sa isa pang makata, si John Keats, sa kanyang mga liham sa isang batang makata na siya ay bumuo ng isang kakayahang mamuhay nang may mga tanong na hindi nasasagot na tinatawag ni Keats na ito ay 'negatibong kakayahan,' at ito ang kinakailangan upang mabuhay kasama ang mga mahal sa buhay na mawala ang mga ito.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Oo. Kailangan lang nating ihinto ang paggigipit sa mga tao na lampasan ito. Sa totoo lang, malupit na gawin iyon. Pinuna ko ang news media tungkol sa kanilang pananabik para sa pagsasara. Gusto nila ang salitang "closure." Ngunit kailangan kong sabihin na minsan, nakikinig sa CNN, pinahinto ni Anderson Cooper ang iba pang mga reporter at sinabing, iyon ay isang masamang salita. Walang closure. Minahal ko lang siya dahil doon. Alam ko sa sarili niyang talambuhay na alam niya kung ano ang pagkawala, at naiintindihan niya na walang pagsasara. Siya lang ang reporter na narinig kong nagpaliwanag niyan sa linya ng trabaho niya. At sa tingin ko ang iba sa atin ay kailangang gumawa din ng mas mahusay na trabaho nito. Wala naman kasing closure. Kailangan nating mamuhay nang may pagkawala, malinaw o hindi maliwanag. At ayos lang. At OK lang na makakita ng mga taong nasasaktan at para lang magsabi ng simpleng bagay. "I'm so sorry." Hindi mo na kailangang magsabi ng higit pa diyan.</p><p> [ <em>musika: “To Be Buried and Discovered Again” ng The End of the Ocean</em> ]</p><p> Ms. Tippett:Ako si Krista Tippett, at ito ay <em>On Being</em> . Ngayon, kasama ko ang hindi siguradong loss expert at family therapist na si Pauline Boss.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Mayroong ilang lugar — gusto kong hanapin ito sa aking mga tala. Narito ito: Kapag ang pagkawala ay nananatiling malabo, "ang tanging bintana para sa pagbabago" ay nasa "mga pananaw." At ang mga pananaw ng tao ay totoo sa kanilang mga kahihinatnan.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Oo. Kapag mayroon kang isang hindi tiyak na pagkawala, marahil anumang stress o kaganapan, kung paano ito nakikita ng tao o ng pamilya sa kabuuan ay nag-iiba-iba, kahit na sa isang kapitbahayan, ngunit tiyak sa buong mundo, sa mga kultura. Kaya para malaman natin kung paano matutulungan ang mga pamilyang iyon, kailangan muna nating alamin kung paano nila ito nakikita. Muli, kami ay bumalik sa kahulugan, talaga. Ano ang kahulugan nito sa iyo?</p><p> Sa katunayan, iyon ang unang tanong ko: "Ano ang ibig sabihin nito sa iyo?" Dahil hangga't hindi ko alam kung ano ang ibig sabihin nito sa kanila, wala akong ideya kung paano makialam. Kung sasabihin ko, "Ano ang ibig sabihin nito sa iyo?" Maaaring sabihin nila, "Ito ay isang parusa mula sa Diyos," o "Ito ay isang parusa mula sa aking mahal sa buhay. Lagi niya akong hinahabol," o isang bagay na katulad nito. Pagkatapos ay alam ko kung ano ang kanilang pananaw at maaaring magpatuloy sa ganoong paraan. O maaari nilang sabihin, "Palagi akong nabigo sa lahat ng bagay. Iyan ang ibig sabihin nito." Pagkatapos ay alam mong magpatuloy ka sa ganoong paraan. O maaaring sabihin ng isang tao, "Isa itong hamon, at sa tingin ko ay kakayanin ko ito." Ito ay isa pang kahulugan. Parang alarm clock story na sinabi ko. Napakahalaga ng pang-unawa, at nagbubukas ito ng bintana kung paano ka magpapatuloy patungo sa katatagan at lakas.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Hindi ko nahanap na nagsusulat ka tungkol dito nang lubusan, ngunit binanggit mo ito, na dumaan ka sa isang diborsyo. Ikaw ay diborsiyado mula sa ama ng iyong mga anak, at ang diborsyo na iyon ay isang hindi maliwanag na pagkawala. Iyon ay talagang nagpapababa nito sa lupa dahil iyon ay isang karanasan na karaniwan na. At kailangan kong sabihin, naiintindihan ko, ngunit gusto ko ring ipaliwanag mo sa akin kung paano ito isang hindi maliwanag na pagkawala.</p><p> Ms. Boss:Well, obviously, hindi ito kasing dramatic ng mga kalamidad na pinag-uusapan natin, pero mas karaniwan ito araw-araw. Ibig sabihin, may iiwan ka, may nawalan ka sa divorce certificate, pero nandito pa rin sila. Kaya narito sila, ngunit hindi dito. Sila ay naroroon at wala rin sa parehong oras. Iyan ay totoo lalo na kapag kasama mong magulang ang mga anak. Kaya ang diborsiyo ay isang uri ng relasyon ng tao na nasisira ngunit hindi nawala.</p><p> Noong nag-aaral ako sa Unibersidad ng Wisconsin, itong psychiatrist na pinag-aaralan ko, si Carl Whitaker, ay nagsabi sa amin, "Walang diborsiyo. Hinding-hindi ka maaaring magdiborsiyo." Nung time na yun, galit na galit lang kami sa sinabi niya. Ngunit, sa katunayan, iyon ay tama. Kapag nagkaroon ka na ng attachment, hindi mo ito mapuputol nang buo. Ito ay bahagi ng iyong pagkatao. Ito ay bahagi ng kung sino ka. Tulad ng sinasabi ko, kung ikaw ay co-parenting mga bata, ikaw ay pisikal na nakikipag-ugnayan pa rin. Ang gulo. Ito ay nasa loob at labas. At iyon ang kalabuan ng diborsyo. Ito ay ang paraan na ito ay.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: At ito ay isang kalungkutan. Lugi naman diba? Kahit na gusto mo ito at ito ang tama at lahat ng iyon.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Nandiyan pa rin ang kalungkutan.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Ang nagulat ako habang iniisip ko ito, iniisip ang tungkol sa pakikipanayam sa iyo ay, ito ay marahil isa pa sa mga lugar na ito kung saan maaari tayong maging mas mabait, kung saan maaari tayong maging mas mahusay. Dahil sa palagay ko kapag pinag-uusapan natin ang tungkol sa diborsiyo o kapag nalaman natin ang isang tao na nakikipagdiborsiyo, hindi ako sigurado na tinatrato natin ito bilang isang pagkawala o na kinikilala natin ang kalungkutan sa silid.</p><p> Ms. Boss:Minsan nagkamali ako sa pagsasabi ng I'm sorry. At sasabihin nila, "Huwag." Dito mas gusto kong gamitin ang linyang, “Ano ang ibig sabihin nito sa iyo?” para mabigyan ka nila ng clue kung nasaan sila sa hiwalayan. Ang ilang mga tao, sa mga araw na ito, ay sasabihin lang, "Well, pareho lang kaming okay, at nagpasya na lang kaming maghiwalay." At pagkatapos ay maaaring sabihin ng ibang tao, "Nawasak ako." Kaya iniisip ko ang tanong na iyon ng, "Ano ang ibig sabihin nito sa iyo?" ay isang paraan para makakuha ng clue. At pagkatapos ay upang malaman kung paano magpatuloy pagkatapos nito.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Ang ganitong uri ng mga sumusunod sa isang bagay na sinabi mo kanina, na walang bagay na tulad ng pagsasara, na kapag ikaw ay nawalan o ikaw ay may kalungkutan, ito ay nananatiling bahagi mo sa anumang paraan, at iyon ay normal. At narito ang isa pang paraan na sinabi mo, na "ang pag-iingat ng mga namatay na mahal sa buhay sa iyong puso at isipan, tulad ng isang uri ng sikolohikal na pamilya, ay maaaring maging mayaman sa kahulugan, at hindi ito dapat tawaging patolohiya." Isinulat mo ang sanaysay na ito tungkol sa mito ng pagsasara, ang problema sa pagsasara, sa isang kasamahan. Isa rin ba siyang psychiatrist? Psychologist?</p><p> Ms. Boss: Hindi. Donna Carnes. Siya ay isang makata na nakatira sa Madison, Wisconsin.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Sige. Kaya may katuturan iyon. Dahil ang kanyang tula — magkuwento sa kanya. Siya ay may isang napaka-klasikong kaso ng hindi maliwanag na pagkawala.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Oo. Si Jim Gray ay isang computer scientist, nagwagi ng Turing Award, sikat na tagapagturo ng maraming tao sa West Coast sa tech arena. Naglayag siya isang Linggo palabas ng San Francisco Bay at hindi na nakita mula noon. Nagtrabaho ako kasama ang pamilya at, sa katunayan, sa Microsoft para magkaroon ng tribute sa halip na isang memorial.</p><p> Ang asawa ni Jim Gray ay pinangalanang Donna Carnes, at siya ay nakabalik na ngayon sa Wisconsin, na siyang orihinal na tahanan ng kanyang pamilya. Nagsulat siya ng ilang magagandang tula, sa palagay ko, tungkol sa kanyang nawawalang asawa. Ganyan niya kinakaya.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Inisip ko kung babasahin mo ang isang ito, na sa tingin ko ay ang huli sa artikulong iyon. Mayroon akong dito, "Walk On," na tila sa akin lamang - nakuha nito ang isang paraan upang gawin itong bagay na iyong pinag-uusapan - ng mabuhay nang may kalabuan, at hayaan ang kalungkutan na maging bahagi mo, at hayaan ang pagkawala ay isang pagkawala, at hayaan ang buhay na magkaroon ng kahulugan.</p><p> Ms. Boss:Isinulat ni Donna Carnes ang "Walk On."</p><p> “Maglalakad ka pa rin sa tabi ko, / Ang mga mata ay nalililim sa takipsilim; / Ikaw ang / Ang nagtatagal na tanong / Sa pagtatapos ng bawat araw. / Kailangan kong tumawa / Kung paano / Open-ended ka nananatili— / Kasama ko pa rin / Pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga taon na ito / Ng pagkawala. / Dala-dala kita tulad ng sarili kong personal / Time Machine, / Habang naglalagay ako ng lipstick, ngumiti, / At tumungo sa labas upang pumunta sa aking harapan.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Oo. Alam mo, Pauline, kahit sa simula, sa tingin ko, ng librong <em>Ambiguous</em> <em>Loss</em> , na iyong unang libro, pinag-uusapan mo ang pagkakamag-anak sa pagitan ng makata at ng therapist. Masasabi mo ba ng kaunti tungkol diyan? Iyon ay kaya intriguing sa akin.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Oo. Nasaan na iyon ngayon? Sa tingin ko kailangan ko itong basahin.</p><p> Ms. Tippett:Siguro nasa ito, "The Myth of Closure."</p><p> Ms. Boss: Nandito na yata. At naniniwala ako dito: "Nangyayari ang mga siyentipikong pagtuklas hindi sa pamamagitan ng paraan o mahika, ngunit mula sa pagiging bukas sa pagtuklas sa pamamagitan ng pakikinig sa mga emosyon ng isang tao at pagtugon sa intuwisyon. Tulad ng isang makata, ang mananaliksik, pati na rin ang therapist, ay nangangailangan ng kakayahang isipin kung ano ang maaaring maging katotohanan. Ang bawat isa ay sumusubok dito, ngunit sa iba't ibang paraan. Ang mga salita ng makata ay isang couplet, ang hypotherist, gayunpaman, ang isang istratehiya, ang nagsasaliksik ng isang diskarte, ang hypotherist. dapat malaman ng tatlo."</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Tama. "Tulad ng makata, ang mananaliksik at ang therapist ay kailangang maisip kung ano ang maaaring maging katotohanan." Yan ba ang sinabi mo?</p><p> Ms. Boss: Oo. Dapat nating isipin kung ano ang maaaring katotohanan. At alam ko na sa mga istatistika at sa mahigpit na mga pamamaraang pang-agham, sinasabi namin na iyon ang katotohanan o isang pagtatantya ng katotohanan. Ngunit sa palagay ko kailangan din nating itanong ang tamang tanong sa pananaliksik. At maraming beses, hindi namin ginagawa iyon. Kaya doon pumapasok ang intuition at imahinasyon.</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Tama. Sa pagbabalangkas ng tamang tanong, na isa ring magandang birtud sa buhay.</p><p> Ms. Boss: Magandang birtud para sa buhay, ito ay. Buweno, ito ang aking natutunan: na mahirap pa rin para sa akin, dahil sa aking background na Amerikano, Protestante, Swiss-Amerikano, na harapin ang kalabuan. [ <em>laughs</em> ] Nalaman kong kailangan kong matutunan araw-araw kung gaano ito ka-stress, at araw-araw kong pinapaalalahanan kung gaano ito ka-stress. At kailangan kong matutunan kung paano maging sa gitna nito. I don't suppose that ever end, but I am curious about it still. Oo, sobra. Hindi ko gustong gamitin ang salitang "pagtanggap," ngunit sa palagay ko maaari nating subukang maging komportable sa hindi natin malulutas.</p><p> [ <em>musika: "Something Like Nostalgia" ng The Abbasi Brothers</em> ]</p><p> Ms. Tippett: Pauline Boss ay propesor emeritus sa Unibersidad ng Minnesota. Kasama sa kanyang mga libro <em>ang Loss, Trauma, at Resilience</em> ; <em>Pagmamahal sa Isang Taong May Dementia</em> ; at <em>Malabong Pagkawala</em> . Inilunsad niya kamakailan ang isang pandaigdigang kurso sa online sa pamamagitan ng Unibersidad ng Minnesota na tinatawag na "Ambiguous Loss: Its Meaning and Application." Mahahanap mo iyon sa <a href="http://ambiguousloss.com/">ambiguousloss.com</a> .</p><p> Staff: <em>On Being</em> ay si Chris Heagle, Lily Percy, Mariah Helgeson, Maia Tarrell, Marie Sambitlay, Erinn Farrell, Laurén Dørdal, Tony Liu, Bethany Iverson, Erin Colasacco, Kristin Lin, Profit Idowu, Casper ter Kuile, Angie Thurston, Sue Phillips, Liliette Suzanne, Sue Phillips, Liliette Burzal Gonzales Katie Gordon, Zack Rose, at Serri Graslie.</p><p> [ <em>musika: "isang linyang naghahati" ng The End of the Ocean</em> ]</p><p> Ms. Tippett:Ang aming magandang theme music ay ibinigay at binubuo ni Zoë Keating. At ang huling boses na maririnig mong kumakanta ng aming mga huling kredito sa bawat palabas ay ang hip-hop artist na si Lizzo.</p><p> <em>Ang On Being</em> ay nilikha sa American Public Media. 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